In years past, this time of waiting.
This time of preparing for the One
who is to come.
Has been a time of joy.
I am well prepared this year.
Presents are bought & wrapped.
Spiritually my soul feels empty.
I am not prepared for His Presence.
The joy is gone, simply been too
many tired listless days and nights.
Too many nights spent crying to sleep.
When you sort of breeze through
life, happy & loving for the most part.
You never expect life to change.
Yes, I am down. My family is changing.
Separation & impending , divorce from a
son is breaking my heart. I rarely see his
three beautiful children. They are joyous
happy kids. His wife has decided to toss
my husband & I, as well as her own Dad and
fiancé out of the celebrations.
My other daughter in law has two cute little
guys. Her loyalties lie with my other daughter in law.
Am I angry? You bet! I am feeling lonely & lost.
stephaniebarrett 